I don't belive you , but i trust in you !

This are my first post in english ,  but i'm not determined  what i say . I think as are so strange for me . I  know , i think  in every  moment  , maybe  and  in my dreams .
O my God   ,  i lost my mind in that thoughts , but  i know  is my fault because  i  want  to  write  so ...
I'm so  tired and i wish to  sleep , but i can't , i have  so many things to do  today . But in  a final  i decide , what i do  and  what i  write now . I will translate a poem write by me . 

     Welcome to home ,

Here where the people  think you're crazy ,

 Here where you will sleep with big dreams ,

Here where all disappeared ,

Play with their dreams and you will understand ,

 The  life is just an art  ,

You will comprehend , who easy is to get their the minds ,
You will can be the strongest ,

Ably ,

Horn-mad ,

But artist ,

Artist of the minds ,  

But  no many people can have what you have ,

 Few will know as you are unique on the terra ,

 But however just you will can kill lives ,

Just you with your eyes  lost in my ideal .

 Lost in every minute ,

 But genius in every second ,

For you , the man are just a marionette ,

Controlled , by demonic minds .

Minds broken by reality ,

 What  an  hide .

 What can seem else ,

But actually are with  all something else .

You , child born for to create :

Art , Whises and  magic ,

You learn ,

As the soul dictates , but the body misses .

P.s. I  don't know if are  perfect , i hope and  kisses for readers .